Wednesday, December 1, 2010

I've had enough.

To:someone.

I've had enough. Seriously,I'm so sick of it already. Okay,I've thought about your feelings. But you didn't did the same thing for me. So,is it unfair?
This is torturing me,every single day,I've been thinking and worrying.
I didn't told you so,because I don't want you to be worry and think that I'm so troublesome.
Yesterday,I've been forced by you,and then I burst out everything. What is your respond? 'This is what you called caring about my feelings?'
I was so freaked out,so pissed off,I'm so sick of it.
If what you thought was 'this is no big deal',then I could be speechless about it.
Do you know how much that I hope to XXXXXXXX!?
I've thought of your difficulties,I decided to give up this hope of mine.
I don't expect much actually,but at least just a 'thanks'? Or 'that so nice of you',will just do the trick. But none of this kind of words came out from your mouth. Even worse,you said something that would make my heart broken.
I really had no direction anymore. Some love and care from you? NEVER.
I may be exaggerated a little bit for you readers,but for me,it is such a big deal.
What should I do now? Die?
I just wished that you can care about me,my feelings. Not just yourself.
My results,I've tried my best to score the highest mark. But I didn't succeed.
I studied hard,if you don't believe,you can ask all these from my friends.
I'm sure that you'll be satisfied with the answer. I ain't lying.
According to my results,I know,it's awful. And it's hard for me to maintain in the same class.
I was thinking,why should I be so hardworking? You care about my bad results,keep insulting me,but you will just ignore even if I had good results.
So,what I was thinking is,why should I be so hardworking on a stupid 'project'?
It is really giving me a hard time. Just received a phone call from you,I feel like crying so much.
To be honestly,I've never been so down before.

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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

I've had enough.

To:someone.

I've had enough. Seriously,I'm so sick of it already. Okay,I've thought about your feelings. But you didn't did the same thing for me. So,is it unfair?
This is torturing me,every single day,I've been thinking and worrying.
I didn't told you so,because I don't want you to be worry and think that I'm so troublesome.
Yesterday,I've been forced by you,and then I burst out everything. What is your respond? 'This is what you called caring about my feelings?'
I was so freaked out,so pissed off,I'm so sick of it.
If what you thought was 'this is no big deal',then I could be speechless about it.
Do you know how much that I hope to XXXXXXXX!?
I've thought of your difficulties,I decided to give up this hope of mine.
I don't expect much actually,but at least just a 'thanks'? Or 'that so nice of you',will just do the trick. But none of this kind of words came out from your mouth. Even worse,you said something that would make my heart broken.
I really had no direction anymore. Some love and care from you? NEVER.
I may be exaggerated a little bit for you readers,but for me,it is such a big deal.
What should I do now? Die?
I just wished that you can care about me,my feelings. Not just yourself.
My results,I've tried my best to score the highest mark. But I didn't succeed.
I studied hard,if you don't believe,you can ask all these from my friends.
I'm sure that you'll be satisfied with the answer. I ain't lying.
According to my results,I know,it's awful. And it's hard for me to maintain in the same class.
I was thinking,why should I be so hardworking? You care about my bad results,keep insulting me,but you will just ignore even if I had good results.
So,what I was thinking is,why should I be so hardworking on a stupid 'project'?
It is really giving me a hard time. Just received a phone call from you,I feel like crying so much.
To be honestly,I've never been so down before.

0 comments:

 

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