stress..

Okay,I'll just say it out loud for now.
Please,this is my blog,what I post about is none of your business and please don't ask about my 'love' things.
I'm so jealous with you,I learned that 'game' for so many years,and still I'm not the main player. And you,the new one,manage to be one of them. How could this be? The other players were like 'tsk,tsk.. you're the old ones still can't make it in the team.'
Although i didn't indicate what am I saying,but I guess you guys know what am I saying.
Some of 'them' like to stalk us,but nevermind,if they are really that desperate for my post,let them be!
Actually I really wanna give up,but if I don't go for training,.......(something will happen)




okay,that's all for today. btw,today I just went to Times square with Cheyenne,Lydia,Jiamin. We did had a great time.