Unhappy

urhh! i'm so unhappy at Wednesday
anggerik so darn LC.
their commander keep humiliating mawar
and it's not the right time!
we're not in the mood!
and i really felt very sorry to our commander (i better don't mention his name, so we call him A la)


here is the story....


all rumah has gather at one corner when mawar was still marching
so we stop marching and gather with them
so many commander's voice was so similar
and other rumah's commander give their command to their own group
when A just commanded us..
i was like still dreaming!
and one of the anggerik commander (female) saw i'm still dreaming
she pointed me and start laughing..
i was like huh!?
omfg..
so embarrassed!
i saw A was like so disappointed and left..
i meant he just lost!
i felt so sorry to him more than embarrassed.
and when we face to face with anggerik,
they started humiliating us...
all my best friends and friends still laughing and looked like very happy although we're still moody and BS!
i was so disappointed on them
they really hurt me with this behavior
i dunno how to face all my best friends already
i really wanna ask them a question 'am i your friend or even best friend?'


the other day...
i'm so moody
and can't smile or laugh
my eyes feel like closing


but today..
i think A has forgiven me? hahahaahaa!

but i hate anggerik anyways
is just because of their always so perasan and sampat!
everyone of them...
and i hate one of their commands..
MEI YOU DU SHU, HAI JIANG ZI JI YOU DU SHU
i was like..
hey, we're genius, without studying we also can have good result

actually i think A has no responsibility to teach us, but we insists A to teach us
i think it's because of without him, we can't even kawad properly!
(:

at the end, kenanga also betrayed us..
sighs~
i hope A won't let us down, cause we still will be more semangat!

GO, MAWAR! ;D