He's blonde again!

Jaejoong's hair is blonde again! like from Secret Code and Break out, his hair was curly and black in colour. Now he dye his hair because of his fans. O-M-G!

By the way, he looks nice on any hair colour.

but blonde for his hair is still the best.

hahah!

he looks nice on this leopard skin designed- jacket

;D

haih..
dunno why
every night i also dreamt of them
T-V-X-Q!
every night i dreamt their news
some were positive news,
some were negative news
aiya
i won't care if it's negative or positive
got news of them then i will be very happy
'cause they won't be 'freezed'

haih..
but now also have no news bout them
):

found new song!

break out

quite nice~

I'M IN LOVE WITH 'BOYS OVER FLOWERS'!
ahhhhh!

why not?

HE'S FUNNY, SPORTY AND CUTE
WHY NOT?
SIGHH...
BUT HE'S TOO......
I'M AFRAID OF.........

Nobody's Perfect

let's guess.
XXX
someone i hate.

she's just make herself like very popular
and....
you know,
everybody thinks she's very cute and so on
but i think she is so damn HAO!
urhhhhh!
fine.
won't talk to her whenever i need someone to talk to
she'll stick with her new friends
so disappointed

XXX
someone i hated too.
she's as XX as XX
(sorry, some words i'm not able to type it out, it'll be very obvious who she is)
(:
she's a needle!
she'll poke you whenever you need comfort by someone
=='


i admit that sometimes i make people feel bad
but i don't notice that
):
but at least i know how to change?
haha
maybe i'm still the old me
but i will try to be nice to you.....
so..

NOBODY'S PERFECT!

Happy Birthday♥

tomorrow's JaeJoong's birthday
i think i can't online
so i wish him happy birthday first!
(:


if i don't wish him this year
maybe next year i have no chance to wish him again
(don't think what i'm thinking)
i'm not dying!

i just meant maybe next year he's not a singer
and he's not in TVXQ anymore
):


kinda hate this feeling

today,
jun and Kim bully me again
they say i treat them badly
i think i dint?
but luckily they thought me this
if not i also won't know that i'm so bad in their eyes
and jun said
i always talk bout TVXQ
so i stopped this topic for quiet a long time
she still talk bout i always talk bout this
sigh...
i have no idea how to stop her already
D:


i was thinking maybe TVXQ'll perform on the stage for the last time and say "Goodbye, cassiopeia. this is the last time we perform together." T^T
arh!
i hope this will never happen.


btw,
happy birthday ♥
JaeJoong♥

Warning, Miss.

Warning from pengawas again!
they ask my to clip my hair up AGAIN!
i really can't stand it anymore
see when i will kisiao la
it will happen earlier or later.
sigh..

so confused
what to do?
plenty of homework waiting for me
D:

but i think i lied for goodness sake?
haha
anyway,
i hope i can escape from this haunted house




NIGHT NIGHT,
EVERYONE
^ * ^

transfer!

transfer!
i wanna transfer!
i can't stand that stupid shit school!
urh!
help!
tolong!
gau meng!
what school should i transfer to?
mum sure say i must be use to it at SMKTC
i think before i can
i've already kisiao~



TVXQ's thing still bothering me
mum said maybe at the end of the year can go korea
but can i go there earlier?!
at almost JUNE?
haih..

i really have many words in the deep of my heart
but.....
i think i'm not suitable to tell ya here
:D

so...
give some comments for transfer to which school
D:

):

watching their video.
i have i strong feeling that something has been missing between them
haih....
it's not the members are missing.
then what is missing?
i have no idea too
the feelings?
they're like strangers singing together now!
someone help me from this disaster
):

FISH!

OMG!
I can't walk out from my room with my face!
xD



lompat tinggi today
don't know puan what say can't just run there and make the batang fall
must jump wor.....
so i ran there and make the batang fall first, sleep on the mattress
wooohooo!
nobody knows.
=X




saw qinn, jia, minxuan (J)
they really scared me
i just wanna sit down
they stand all around me
wai gong me?
xD

anyways,
i just smile with fear
haha

nice to meet them at school
(:

but i think i'm not very friendly leh
some people saw me also like i'm very scary?

actually,
i'm not a scary person at all!
i'm just a bit shy~
whenever you think that i'm unfriendly
just think that i'm very shy and afraid of you
haha

finally,
school has over for the whole week
i can sleep as much as i can!
ahahah~


too bored
my nightmare has started
haih..
what should i do?


JM, WEI, CHEYENNE,
i miss you~
where are you?
i wanna see you right now!
can't hang out like last time already
our school is very busy now
busying books, studies, rules and everything


so scared..
i wish i was in primary school for my entire school life
]:

haih..
nobody can comfort me now
everybody was saying 'stop saying TVXQ, it's so annoying!'
i feel very lonely in my heart now
why don't somebody care bout TVXQ?
they're gonna DIE!
most of the people ask me why i liked them?
ERM, I CAN SAY I LIKED THEM NOT FULLY BECAUSE OF THEIR FACE ==
i'm very miserable now
1st of all,
TVXQ's problem's bothering me
2nd of all,
i don't know what school should i change to


TVXQ have a farewell concert at japan and korea
wanna ask my mum whether she let me go anot
but i know the answer is NO
it's impossible for me to tell my parents that i go there because
of their concert
they'll kill me D:


i also can understand why they wanted to rescission,
but i can't take it if they really disband

in the middle of the night,
my heart feel full of emptiness
not even a single person can comfort me


I REALLY WANNA POUR OUT MY FEELINGS NOW!


how can i contact them?
i really wanna tell them that many peoples loved their music
i know this is very childish
but this is what im thinking now
):
kinda sad everyday
their music is part of my life
every night i must listen to their songs before i sleep

cried in my room,
tears on my pillow.

i really don't wanna be so weak bout them
but i really can't control myself
CRYING!




please ~
pray for TVXQ

worries,

xuan.

disband?!

eh,
please.
don't disband
don't care bout the stupid contract
just do whatever you want
jae joong, jun su, yoo chun,
without you 3
it's not Tohoshinki anymore!
left yun ho and chang min there?
they support SM entertainment!
please,
i think these is not over yet
is it?
i hope you can change your mind
the contract is like all over your life
but your music everybody likes it!
please join the other 2 members of Tohoshinki
you all will make a perfect group
:D
















mwaks!
always keep the faith

Countdown!

Countdown!
went Leisure Mall with Lydia to change my Secret Code album
then head to FunOk with sis's friends
then,
stupid sis say her friend at home herself
she leave me and her friends
):


me ad Lydia was so paiseh
xD
then bout 10 something me and Lydia walked to KFC all by ourselves!
stupid sis shall owe me this!
Lydia rushed back home to countdown with her parents
saw her dog,
so damn cute!
><"







at last,
went fetch mum at KLIA
she just came back from China ;D